Pre wedding jitters
                                      It's funny isn't it, you would have thought that this would have been a title that Jessie would have put on her blog but it's not LOL.  In fact for those who are following Jessie on her blog know that she has posted a cute hello kitty honeymoon sign and that she said she was getting married and that she will be back after her honeymoon.  But I on the other hand am starting to get a little nervous.  It's a little odd because I used to have seizures whenever I got nervous about something such as this but  now I have had been seizure free I have a new nervous habit which is...... unusal dreams.  Last night I didn't dream at all but the night before last was really unusal.  
                                   Yes, I have no trouble sharing it. In my dream I was having a pool party at my house and I had of course invited all my grandparents, brothers, realtives, and I have even invited the newly weds Jessie, and David.  Well anyway James and Nathan started drinking and without even thinking they threw me into the pool with my clothes on and starting pulling me under the water trying to drown me and everyone was just watching not not even wanting to do something.  Jessie and David just made a run for it saying they needed to get going for their honeymoon.  When I woke up that morning I just didn't know what to think or feel because I knew that wouldn't really let that happen.  I knew that Jessie and David wouldn't just watch and neither would my grandparent's or family.  
                                          I knew they would try to save me from drowning if that really happened.  But anyway I finally completed all the items on my to do list.  I got my hair colored and my manicure and pedicure.  So the to do list is complete YAY!!!!!  But anyway you wouldn't think that I'd get nervous because this isn't my first wedding I've been in.  Here is the list of wedding I have taking part in.  
                                 Flower girl (Aunt Karla's wedding) 
                                 Junior bridesmaid (Uncle Roger)
                                  Reader (cousin Billy)
                                  bridesmaid (Cousin Leslie)  and now I am reprising that role for my best friend Jessie.  :)  I am proably not done yet LOL.  But it's funny because I always want to do my best to please the bride and groom that asked me and I can't help but be nervous so wish me luck.