Some of my beliefs, decisions decisions

                                           

                                                      Do you like the change I made in the background?  If you are a facebook follower of mine you know that yesterday was the start of epilipsy awareness awareness month and I asked for those who know someone with seizures or who have known someone who has survived epilipsy pick a day of the month and wear purple for them even if it's just a hat or a bracelet or just to think of something else to reach awareness.  Uncle Roger commented on my status saying that he would eat everything purple all month long.  LOL I will believe it when I see it but that is pretty creative gotta hand it to him.
                                              I got many likes on that status from people I thought wouldn't have cared.  Yes as you know I was lucky enough to be an epilipsy surviver and have been more then 3 years due to brain surgery I was lucky enough to have but unfortunally not all people are that lucky so I always think it's important to raise awareness for them or for any others who are dealing with seizures.  You might have noticed that I didn't use the word suffering.  I believe that it is up to the person who has the seizures decide for themselves if they really "suffering."  Now say if that person is a child now I would say the parents need to make that decision.
                                       For example I believed that I never really suffered from epilipsy until the times that I would have have the drop seizures 3 times a day but I had still had to deal with the challenges of it.  Many people have told me that my seizure disorder has made me the person who I am today and I agree with that.  Okay Okay enough of talk about my beliefs and awareness about seizures.  I hope I don't sound like the president candiednts who are running because I am sure you are sick of the adds that are on TV.  But anyway I am sure you are want an update on the book that I am trying to write. 
                                     The truth is I am back to brainstorming.  I did write a few pages but then came to realize that I still needed brainstorming to do and there are changes to be made and I realized that my lead charcter (Nichole) has to change gradually throughout my book and she needs to learn to adapt to her challenges in life even though she is already a strong person at the begining of the novel.  Yes, Jess I changed her name again.  I was going to give the protagonist my middle name but spell it Noelle instead of Noel but the more I thought about it I didn't like it because I wanted her to have a nickname that she just HATED that her grandpa calls her and Noelle there isn't really any nicknames to choose from.  I also need to think of some events that occur because Nichole's life isn't just centered on her seizure disorder.    So I might have to ask for help so I guess I am back to the decision making.  Well I am going to go watch some TV.  Til next time bye bye XOXO