I wanna go away I need to get away

                                                
                                                        Wow is all I got to say.  If you are a facebook follower of mine you and if you are reading  you were probably asking yourself "Who is that girl?  Are you sure that's Heather?  Yes that was me if you read the status that was eventually deleted from my timeline right after the election after Obama was re elected.    I don't know why but Obama getting re elected affected me more greatly then I had thought because of how grandpa seemed to pressure me into voting in which I didn't.  
                                                    He kept on saying things such as "Are you registered yet, we got to knock him out.  In my opinion I was there too much this Summer.  The stress got to me along with a DR appointment that is coming up at the Cleveland Clinic soon and plus a the feeling of being alone  feeling of confusion, came to me as well.   Rachel called me yesterday and talked to me the importance of FB ect and had me explain my feelings ect as far as being alone"  but she thought alone meant I want to get out of the house where it meant another thing and at that point she had hung up to put Sophia down but at that time I just didn't want to speak to anyone and I told her because she had her "partner" Mark.  Anyway I wasn't well.  I was literally crying and saying over and over "I wanna go away, I need to get away."  It would probably remind you of how Logan was on his bed at his sister's house before he left to find Beth in the Nicholas Sparks film The Lucky One.     Of course I didn't cry all day yesterday but I kept on repeating the phrases "I wanna  go away I need to get away several times, I must have said it 50 times maybe I should have kept count.
                                      Well anyway I finally told mom "THAT" this morning and why I felt that way.  I felt that I am becoming this angry, depressing and I don't like the person who I am becoming.  She nodded in understanding and said "Why not you take a trip to South Carolina to visit Uncle Rick and that's what I am doing.     Yes My flight is booked and I am leaving on the 30th and coming back on the 7th.  EEK I can't wait and so are they.  I feel like I will come back a new person after I return.  :)  It will be nice to have time for myself.  :)  Well I am sorry that this post was a little down then usual but I just wanted to let you know what was up.  Bye for now.