Shaken up
                                           Boy did anyone get woken up by the thunderstorm that occurred this morning or during the night?  It sure startled me awake.  For the record I always like a good storm during the day or early evening but not when it wakes me up when I am trying to sleep.  I remember someone telling me when I was little that a thunderstorm meant that the angels were bowling in heaven.  I think it was Rachel or my older cousin Mandi who told me that.
                                  Anyway yesterday mom had her day off.  She was really busy re doing the office for Mark.  She was trying so hard trying to be finished by the time he got home so that he he could be surprised.  She had me help by lifting up a side of this huge roll on desk.  Yeah I wasn't much help there.  All I did was freak her out enough for her to yell at me.  
                            The side of the desk that I was holding onto slipped out of me before I could say anything.  It had dropped on the floor and I managed to get out of the way.  Boy why do I have to be the one to ALWAYS freak mom out.  But anyway I didn't say anything as she yelled I just felt hopeless and shaken.  As I made my way upstairs a burst of anger rushed through me, it made me want to hit something or just throw something.  
                            I did lightly throw a tube of tooth paste and I took a couple deep breaths and I was fine.  Jeez that was nothing compared to my very old tantrums.  Whew they were a night mare. I than thought it was best I just get out of the house for a bit and go for a walk and that's what I did.  Mom than apologized for the way she spoke.  She just said
                    "I just was afraid you were going to get hurt."  I nodded and accepted it but in a way I feel like I don't deserve that apology.  But anyway taking the walk cheered me up but in a way I am still a little shaken.  Well anyway after today I should be as good as new.  It always takes me a couple days to get over something like that.
                    I am sure everyone at Dillards knows this but Katy got her driver's license.  She texted me the news on the 13th when I was taking my walk.  She said we are going to have so much fun when Mark and mom go out of town.  I forget what weekend they are going but they were originally going to go to Cincinnati with a couple other couples to see my uncle Roger's restaurant but I heard that my cousin Emilia's spring break might have fallen on that weekend so they might be taking her out of town that weekend so I think they are going somewhere else now.  Joy is going to join us also wants Hailee to take part and I even asked if I could have Jess join us if we do something at the house or to a movie and she said sure.  So we are going to have a blast!
          Well I better go.
                                                      Lots of Love,
                                                             Heather