It's that time again

        Well it's that time again.  Mom has taken off work to take me up to Cleveland for my Cleveland Clinic  appointment and here I am just dreading it.  Many people don't understand why I dread it so much because I have been doing well.  Four years without any seizures and I am just going for my check up with my Dr which I do like.  He's caring and really listens to what you have to say.  I think the reason why I dread is so much is because as you are waiting they give you a questionire to fill out and it contains a lot of lengthy and intense questions like,
        Rate from 1 to 10 how often do you think about sucide?  Each number has an answer
         Some of the questions I do understand why they put on there but a few in my opinion are too personal in my opinion.  It's like who reads this stuff?  That is probably what I hate about it the most and of course being weighed.  But I know I am not alone on that lol.  My dr will check my prefial vision and will ask me to walk and asks if we need anything and writes the refills on prescriptions and says I am free to go till next year.  :-) But mom says I should be excited about going and I must admit I am not!  When I see the building it brings up the dark memories as well as the good. Well better go.  I'll keep you updated on Facebook