Back to the catholic church I go

                                                
                                                            Yes it has been awhile since I mentioned church hasn't it?  If you remember I was attending church frequently with Jess and I was constantly updating you on the sermons and what I ate for lunch afterwords but as you know the updates about the sermons stopped coming.  It wasn't that I wasn't paying attention in fact I was but there were times where I would start feeling uncomfortable and wonder to myself "What am I doing here? am I allowed to be here?"  I mean don't get me wrong I knew I was more then welcome but there were masses where I felt like I wasn't because I knew I WASN'T baptist like when they took communion and I couldn't.  Heck there was one time when I felt confused on what religion I was period, after going to church with Jess so long and after returning to a Catholic church I felt out of place and I felt the need to cry.
                                           That was when Sophia's baptism took place and if you remember I was going through a rough time besides that.  I was glad to have some time away from church and just spend time with the family to think things out.  Well anyway this month I finally made up my mind and ask my dad to attend church regularly with him and sure enough he said I could.  We attended mass at St Paul's and I felt at home there after 3 years of not setting foot in that church.  In fact I used to attend church there regularly with my dad before I had brain surgery but after I came back we decided to hold off on the church visits and wait till I was recovered.
                                   But during the recovery I had moved in with mom since I was living with dad at the time and he thought I didn't want to go.  :(  But anyway I am so excited to be doing this because it will give me a chance to bond with dad more then just once a month.  Yes, just in case you want to know I DID tell Jess that I wasn't coming with her regularly but there would be times where I would still go and I also text her father in law thanking him for making me feel welcome.  I just felt like it's just something I had to do.  Well better get going lots of love,